A to the J

Hey,

I just want to dedicate a special post to my special friend, CHONG SIAW JUANGGGG ! <3

I still remember the first time I met her which was during our college trip to Port Dickson but I din't really pay attention her and we were not even close although I walked by her so many times in Port Dickson hahha.

But then we had the same passion in life which is, dancing : ) and I met her outside of the dance class and that's how we got to know each other more in depth and get along pretty well. Therefore, our friendship began to develop. 

Everybody calls her A.J (her nickname) and sometimes I call her by her real name, Juang.

Juang is a really kind heart-ed girl, generous, delicate on the inside and hard on the outside.

She may look strong but her heart is as soft as any of the other girls out there.

Honesty and integrity is what I like about her. She's honest with me although she knew the truth will disappoint me but that was friendship is all about. You tell your good friend everything including the truth and not hiding it from them.

Not forgetting, she's really pretty, bubbly, friendly and funny to be with. She and I would always make each other laugh. LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH LAUGHHHH! 

Hehehe, Juang is really diligent in what she wants to do or be, always in the focus.

Juang cares for me a lot and she treats me as if I was her precious sister in college.

I could always come to her for help and her shoulder is always there for me to lean onto during my saddest moments.

She's got a heart that is made of gold.

She and I share a lot in common and nevertheless we each have our own differences as well.

And the most important we share the most commonly is

우리 꿈이야

Oh right,

HAPPY 19th

BIRTHDAYYYYY

 JUANGGGG <3

Love you : )

xoxo

Braces!

Hello year 2012 : )

You know, I'm starting to envy people who gets the chance to wear braces.

For those of you who doesn't really know what Braces means, its simply :

 Dental braces (also known as orthodontic braces, or simply braces) are devices used in orthodontics that align and straighten teeth and help to position them.

& personally I think that I need one. Seriously hahha.

My teeth are not properly aligned eversince I was young. Also, it reminds me how I used to wished for a Braces every time I blow that candle on the birthday cake for 10 years.

Yes 10 years have passed and I still have not gotten my braces.

What's stopping me if you may ask, money money and money.

In our country, Malaysia, I am pretty sure that braces would easily cost about Rm4000 and above or below. Plus and minus which eventually my family could not afford to pay that much sum of money.

I find it hard to smile because my smile are always crooked. I find it hard to even do a decent smile hahha D; 

I'm not trying to sell myself short but honestly, sometimes I dont even have the confidence to smile infront of a camera.

I was never a camera shy person but whenever someone takes a picture of me and my smile will always look weird and I smile without showing my teeth because I dislike how my teeth looks like.

Its sort of jagged. In a way.

I've always imagined myself with braces and how I could no longer hide my teeth whenever I smile.

Oh, & colored braces are just so cool :D

There's even a video on how braces are done ;D

Glory be to God : )

Happy new year everyone : ) Yes, you you you you and youuu !

Let's brace ourselves to face the year of 2012.

First of all, I just want to share with you that Year 2011 has been the most memorable one for me so far and hopefully Year 2012 can top that.
Year 2011 was a bumpy road for me and my family. For some reason, the obstacles we had to go through just wont leave us alone. Stubborn and are always confusing.
Increasing its difficulty level as days go by.
Nevertheless, I strongly believe in this verse " I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength"( Phil 4:13). Thus, I was able to overcome the challenges and obstacles, not alone but with God by my side.
My God is just so good because he pulled me through, never fail to amaze me on the wonders of his works and plans.


I received abundant love, friendship, joy and hope last year. There were so many things that God provided for me, countless !
You know, I remember telling God last year around January that I have no new year resolution.
I just wanted God to give me the opportunity to have my family to go to church; allow me to be involved in more church activities and just open doors for me ( opportunities) and guess what? Looking back at it, he did.
ALL of it.
Yeap, all of it. God is just soooo good : ) He doesn't only answer my prayers, he allows it to happen.
My favor to him was all about church stuff because me and my family do not attend church for more than 3 years already, due to transport circumstances.
Nevertheless, through the work of God's hands, he worked in mysterious ways to allow it to happen :D Believe it or not! Hallelujiah!


Speaking of that, I was able to get involve in my college's CF, I was able to attend church regularly, I was able to attend my first ever college's CF CAMP, I was able to enroll in college,
I was able to go for LOGOS ( yes! the big big ship hahha), I was able to rededicate my life to Jesus and strengthen our relationship AND MANY MORE. Like I said, countless hehhe.


God has been so good by providing for me and my family. He provided and blessed my family. Blessings are overflowing, endless and too many that i can't seem to contain it.
Although there has been hard times during my college days, heartbreaks and feeling neglected, God picked me up and held my hand.
Without Jesus, I am nothing. Zilch!
Not forgetting, I was able to meet many awesome sisters and brothers in Christ through CF Camp. I was happy to share the love and the Word of God : )


I even doodled the highlights of my life last year down on a paper. Yes I did : ) Because there were too many good and amazing things that happened and I dont wanna forget them so I drew it out and when I mention highlights, it includes the bad and good ones.
And hopefully year 2012 will allow me to draw/doodle more than before, more than last year's drawing hahaha :D


Therefore, I just want to give thanks to Jesus : ) and give him back all the glory he deserves by sharing it with you guys.
It wasn't me, it was Jesus all along that made it happen. That made my life happening and the one that shone his Light upon me that even the people around me sees it.
Which includes my family and close ones.


Well, I'm not quite sure what is going to happen this year. Not quite sure what  God has in store for me, what are his plans like for me this year.
All I know is, I have faith in Him and I believe it will be a good and an exciting year ahead for me and all of us!
Gosh, I have not even thought about my 2012's new year resolution hahhaha.
Maybe I shall just leave it to God : )


Before I end, just wanna share with you all a song from Hillsong [Forever Reign]

You are good, You are good
When there's nothing good in me
You are love, You are love
On display for all to see
You are light, You are light
When the darkness closes in
You are hope, You are hope
You have covered all my sin

You are peace, You are peace
When my fear is crippling
You are true, You are true
Even in my wandering
You are joy, You are joy
You're the reason that I sing
You are life, You are life,
In You death has lost its sting...