I'm still confuse about the prefect trip. Is it cancelled or postponed ? At a very LAST MINUTE when i told my mum the prefect trip was CONFIRMED , she suggested i dont go. I was really piss and i told her

" then why at the first place you let me go ? and now you telling me no.! what is this ? "
" NO ! i dint tell you yes ! you are the one who keep pasturing me ! "
"oh really ? i remember last time we discuss about this trip dinner time and i said mum the pangkor trip was a flop and now they change it to Genting, so can i go ? then u say yes !"
"i don't know la girl , if you dont want to listen to me, then you go ahead ! if anything happens to you ! i will WASH HAND ar ! wash hand means you not under my responsibility you know !"
"im not objecting your permission but why you telling me now ? next week after the final exam is the trip ! and you think my teacher will let me skip it ar ? "
"then i write letter or call your teacher la !"
"and if they don't let how? "
(silence)

i was soooo piss at that time.I went into my room to let it all out. I forgot to lock the door then my brother came in and try to console me . Tough he's laughing and teasing me !Then i just talk to him about that issue.After he left,i was still crying . I talked to God . If this is he's will to not let me go,then i will follow him.He knows my future and plans.I surrender to him.

And on the next day , my dad called Pn.Su the discipline teacher(one of them)to talked to her about the 'suggesting no for my daughter to go-trip'.
After he came out from the room, he told me that the trip was cancelled long time ago.So im not sure which is which. Hmmmm.......



---* Peige wants freedom*---